Sep 10, 2010

sad day..

looks like I've had another miscarriage. We didn't know I was pregnant until this morning when the bleeding started. I'm doing fine physically but its hard to deal with, especially since most of my friends either have new babies or are pregnant. I'm trying to grieve properly since last time I didn't and have been blaming myself for a year for it. Its really hard to explain but this time it doesn't hurt as much. Maybe because I didn't know I was even pregnant or because I've read loads of books on it since. I'm extremely sad but at the same time I feel okay with it. I just needed to write this down and share it because thats part of the process. Thanks for listening.

5 comments:

  1. Im sorry paige:(. You are a strong girl. Everything is going to work out for you, i know it. Love you

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  2. Thanks Hai, love you. Glad you're happy in Snowflake

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  3. :( I am sorry.
    Have you ever talked to a gyno about it? Sometimes I think they can help. Or maybe not, but if it keeps happening I am pretty sure they can help. Ive heard its pretty common to have misscariges a lot when your first trying to get pregnant, and i think I did a couple of times but didnt know it. Raine just told me if I had a extra heavy period I prob had a misscarraige. So maybe your body is just trying to get ready or used to the process. I dont know, Im certinly not a doctor but I know that helped when Raine told me that somewhat.
    But if there is anything I can help with I would love to! I love you and hope your doing ok! :)

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  4. Thanks Soph, we aren't even trying to get pregnant yet so once we do decide its time I'm going to see a doctor and get everything looked at so I don't have to do this again.

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  5. Paige! Im so sorry honey! If there is anything I can do to help please let me know!!

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