Sep 10, 2010
looks like I've had another miscarriage. We didn't know I was pregnant until this morning when the bleeding started. I'm doing fine physically but its hard to deal with, especially since most of my friends either have new babies or are pregnant. I'm trying to grieve properly since last time I didn't and have been blaming myself for a year for it. Its really hard to explain but this time it doesn't hurt as much. Maybe because I didn't know I was even pregnant or because I've read loads of books on it since. I'm extremely sad but at the same time I feel okay with it. I just needed to write this down and share it because thats part of the process. Thanks for listening.